It's a pretty intense emotion. Makes it hard to think straight.
[At least Ryuunosuke won't be hurt if anything ever happens to him.]
Most people would be furious and upset if that happened to someone they care about. Even if they'll heal. You just don't want to see your loved ones hurt. Ever. And death just makes it worse, even if you come back.
When someone's to blame, at least you can direct your anger at them. If it's an accident, you have the understanding that it's an accident. But you can't do that when someone hurts themselves. You're angry and upset, and those emotions have nowhere to go, but now you feel helpless and useless too. Like you could have done something more. It's your fault they died.
And the worst part of it happening here is that you can't trust that it won't happen again.
[...There's ice forming and building on Silver's face at this point, but despite everything, he seems pretty calm...?]
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[At least Ryuunosuke won't be hurt if anything ever happens to him.]
Most people would be furious and upset if that happened to someone they care about. Even if they'll heal. You just don't want to see your loved ones hurt. Ever. And death just makes it worse, even if you come back.
When someone's to blame, at least you can direct your anger at them. If it's an accident, you have the understanding that it's an accident. But you can't do that when someone hurts themselves. You're angry and upset, and those emotions have nowhere to go, but now you feel helpless and useless too. Like you could have done something more. It's your fault they died.
And the worst part of it happening here is that you can't trust that it won't happen again.
[...There's ice forming and building on Silver's face at this point, but despite everything, he seems pretty calm...?]
If not for me, don't do that to Tsukiyama.