...If it was anyone else, I wouldn't stick around.
[As much as he likes Silver, he definitely wouldn't put himself through anything worse than this. This hasn't even been all that bad, but if it doesn't eventually get better...]
But yeah, you're right. He's not going to be okay with it either, but... I guess I've managed to get enough feelings experience for this to actually be really awful, so... Good job, me.
[oh my god why did he ever want feelings, feelings suck]
...I'm probably the last guy you want feelings advice from, but it's probably going to be bad whenever he comes around. If he's aware that he's messed up right now, he's probably going to be really upset when everything hits him later.
Yeah. We don't have anyone else, so he's taking it pretty hard.
[He doesn't sound upset on his own behalf, though.]
It doesn't upset me, though, and it's not like I'm worried about it personally; I've got a few months left in me, and from the sound of it they're not going to be too bad. So it's mostly just making sure he's not a disaster over it.
[Ah... He doesn't seem surprised that Ryuunosuke's asking, really; hell knows it's something he'd ask, in his position.]
You know, I keep asking myself the same damn thing? I don't really have a good reason to. But then, I do all sorts of things for even less; either way, here I am.
Okay, mature answer is that yeah, it's good for me to experience things like this because I couldn't before. It's great that I finally can, and these experiences are great to have!
--But the honest answer is no way, I kind of hate this.
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[Or for no real reason at all. You know how it goes.]
From the sound of it, you're going to handle it worse than he is.
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[As much as he likes Silver, he definitely wouldn't put himself through anything worse than this. This hasn't even been all that bad, but if it doesn't eventually get better...]
But yeah, you're right. He's not going to be okay with it either, but... I guess I've managed to get enough feelings experience for this to actually be really awful, so... Good job, me.
[oh my god why did he ever want feelings, feelings suck]
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[That sounds tentative, like he's not actually sure that's a good thing.]
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Again, last person you want advice from. But just be yourself at him if he gets upset. That tends to help.
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[...]
Once I leave this place and go back home, my life is looking to be pretty short.
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[He does sound sorry, for what it's worth. He's just incredibly awkward about it.]
So you guys were friends back home?
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[He doesn't sound upset on his own behalf, though.]
It doesn't upset me, though, and it's not like I'm worried about it personally; I've got a few months left in me, and from the sound of it they're not going to be too bad. So it's mostly just making sure he's not a disaster over it.
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[ryuunosuke]
...But I hope he starts doing better eventually-- actually...
[Give him a moment while he thinks it over.]
Why are you sticking around him? That sounds like the sort of troublesome thing you wouldn't want to deal with, right?
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You know, I keep asking myself the same damn thing? I don't really have a good reason to. But then, I do all sorts of things for even less; either way, here I am.
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[He still sounds kind of confused but he's trying!!]
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[AT LEAST HE'S HONEST??]
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Still think the feelings are worth it, even if they're messing you up right now?
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--But the honest answer is no way, I kind of hate this.
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HANG ON, GIVE HIM A SECOND]
Damn, Uryuu. Tell me how you really feel, why don't you.
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