I'm really glad that you do! I definitely want to be someone you can trust with anything!
...But I really do get why you'd be hesitant about it. We don't have anything like that where I'm from, so I can really only try to imagine what it's like.
Not just for dating me! Though I really do appreciate that too.
[AIADA'S GETTING LOVEBOMBED SO HARD]
I really do mean it. For everything. I wouldn't have been able to feel anything like this when I showed up here! You've really helped me out. I don't feel anything like I did back home... which I guess was frustrated, maybe? Low-key frustrated, probably. But I don't feel like that anymore and look at all the stuff I can do with my emotions now! I don't kill flowers anymore and I can even make them! Though they're really tiny, I'm working on that.
I guess I'm just really, really glad I met you. And I'm so happy that we're dating! I don't think it'd be possible for me to be happier!
Well, to be honest, I'm not entirely sure either. You were really nice to me though, and patient with me when I had no idea what I was doing. You also let me be around you a lot and I think I picked up on how to express and experience emotion from you. Well, the really positive stuff you usually give off, at least!
...And then there was the whole... apathy thing. I didn't like a lot of what I felt, but it was genuine and real and it was the first time I'd experienced a lot of that. I don't ever want to go through that again and I definitely don't want you to go through that again... but I did get to experience stuff I hadn't before, so there's that!
I guess you didn't really need to do anything. I just needed you in my life!
[AND APPARENTLY THIS IS THE PERFECT CONCLUSION BECAUSE A GLITTERBOMB GOES OFF.]
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...But I really do get why you'd be hesitant about it. We don't have anything like that where I'm from, so I can really only try to imagine what it's like.
[And he's not doing a very good job.]
Is it weird to say that I think it's pretty cool?
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[...HE TRIED.]
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[ryuunosuke]
And I'm really glad you think that, because I really do think it's cool. You're greatest cool, Tsukiyama!
[THAT IS NOT HOW YOU ENGLISH AT ALL]
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but he'd feel sort of bad disillusioning you]
Well...I'd imagine I must be, given that you want to date and all.
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you have the power to end this abomination]
Of course! There's no one else who could ever be as cool as you are!
[Between the sparkles and the warmth he clearly believes that.]
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[He isn't sure what makes him say it, but there it is before he can really stop it.]
It's not that I'm disinterested, this just...isn't really something I've had much luck with, I suppose?
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[He settles a bit and the sparkles fade, though it's still warm.]
I don't think you have to be worried about it, but I'm not going to push. If you don't want to date, then that's okay.
[...he's not entirely sure why, but he's trying??]
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[And that's almost immediate.]
It's like I said to you back then; I don't...know for sure, but it's possible that I love you. Why wouldn't I want to?
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I'm so, so glad to hear that, Tsukiyama. I don't really know if I can put it into words, but... I don't think I've ever been this happy.
[The over-the-top excitement is gone (for now?) but he really does mean it.]
I've never felt this way about anyone. I think it's possible that I love you too, so... so I'd really, really like to try this!
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...I'd like that, then.
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[There are the sparkles again!]
I'm still going to invite myself over at weird hours but now we can call them dates!
[And apparently this idea is very exciting!!]
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[RYUUNOSUKE, PLEASE...]
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[SPARKLES INTENSIFY oh god it's like a little shower of them]
I won't forget a single minute of this, Tsukiyama!
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[Why are you so cute.]
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Hey, now that we're dating, you can call me Ryuunosuke, right? It'd be weird if you kept calling me "Uryuu-san"!
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[What does he do with this.]
You would really find it that weird?
[TSUKIYAMA, NO.]
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[...]
So does that mean I'm still calling you Tsukiyama...?
[THINGS HE DIDN'T THINK ABOUT]
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[He's...kind of like that...]
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[...]
But I guess if that's going to be too weird for you, it's alright.
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[And from the sound of it, he will.]
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[SPARKLES... He really is excited about that, he's sure his name is going to sound great when you finally do manage to say it!!]
...And thanks, Tsukiyama. For everything. You're the best.
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[...That, and he's pretty sure you don't have to thank someone for dating you?]
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[AIADA'S GETTING LOVEBOMBED SO HARD]
I really do mean it. For everything. I wouldn't have been able to feel anything like this when I showed up here! You've really helped me out. I don't feel anything like I did back home... which I guess was frustrated, maybe? Low-key frustrated, probably. But I don't feel like that anymore and look at all the stuff I can do with my emotions now! I don't kill flowers anymore and I can even make them! Though they're really tiny, I'm working on that.
I guess I'm just really, really glad I met you. And I'm so happy that we're dating! I don't think it'd be possible for me to be happier!
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[HE IS SO CONFUSED BY ALL OF THIS, NOT EVEN GONNA LIE
IT'S A NICE SORT OF CONFUSED
BUT AT THE SAME TIME, WHAT THE HECK]
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...And then there was the whole... apathy thing. I didn't like a lot of what I felt, but it was genuine and real and it was the first time I'd experienced a lot of that. I don't ever want to go through that again and I definitely don't want you to go through that again... but I did get to experience stuff I hadn't before, so there's that!
I guess you didn't really need to do anything. I just needed you in my life!
[AND APPARENTLY THIS IS THE PERFECT CONCLUSION BECAUSE A GLITTERBOMB GOES OFF.]
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