It's something I wouldn't have put into words like that before coming here, but at least I get why I like watching people die so much now, and why I don't care who does it as long as somebody does.
Are you okay with leaving things the way they are or is that something you want to try to change? I mean, I wouldn't know how to start changing, but...
[You can probably tell he's shrugging really hard. Like hell if he knows how to handle this.]
I guess it's because they're expecting someone like me. But to be fair, I don't know if I would've ended up like this if it weren't for the people I met when I first got here.
You don't have to say anything. It's like I've said, I'm pretty okay with things the way they are.
I don't really see much reason to change anything. If I really have to - and I've got no idea why I'd really have to - then I'll think about it? But I like things like this, I guess.
You don't have to. I mean, maybe if things start going really badly with Elios you might want to think about trying something new, but I think it's up to you what you do.
And hey, if you like it, that's got to give you some positivity, right?
[thank you, ryuunosuke, you are definitely helping]
Ah, come on. If you want to fuck him that badly, just fuck him so you can get over the whole embarrassment thing. Who knows, maybe he'll like it and you can do that sort of shit whenever you want.
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[Like it ain't even a thing.]
It's something I wouldn't have put into words like that before coming here, but at least I get why I like watching people die so much now, and why I don't care who does it as long as somebody does.
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[Well, that's not important right now.]
Are you okay with leaving things the way they are or is that something you want to try to change? I mean, I wouldn't know how to start changing, but...
[You can probably tell he's shrugging really hard. Like hell if he knows how to handle this.]
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[...but more seriously--]
I guess it's because they're expecting someone like me. But to be fair, I don't know if I would've ended up like this if it weren't for the people I met when I first got here.
I wish I knew what to say, but I have no idea.
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I don't really see much reason to change anything. If I really have to - and I've got no idea why I'd really have to - then I'll think about it? But I like things like this, I guess.
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And hey, if you like it, that's got to give you some positivity, right?
[thank you, ryuunosuke, you are definitely helping]
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You know, I've considered talking to him at some point. No idea why I haven't yet, honestly, but sometimes I think about it.
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[#priorities]
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[...]
Like something. I'll probably try to catch him after this flower thing so he doesn't decide that what I really need in my life is a bunch of dates.
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[Is he joking?? Maybe???]
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[GIVE HIM A MOMENT TO LAUGH REALLY HARD, OKAY]
You know, I probably should try to deny that, but wow.
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That's going to get a massive amount of... something over the crystal.]
Th-That's--! Wow.
[WOW NO THAT IS TOTALLY NOT WHAT HE IS TRYING TO DO he would totally fuck the really manic guy SHUT UP KIMBLEY]
No?? I'm not... That's not...!
[...okay that's definitely embarrassment now.]
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...You are not a subtle guy.
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[HE HAS HIS FACE BURIED IN A SOFT THING NOW, THANKS]
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[Relationship advice!]
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[look there are feelings involved, that makes this 500% harder than it needs to be]
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[AND ALSO BEING TURNED DOWN WOULD BE THE WORST THING]
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You know, somehow I didn't take you for the blushing virgin type.
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[sh-shut up]
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Y-Yeah, I guess so.
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[He still thinks you should just fuck him and get it over with.]
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