Ah...no, it's definitely the former overall. Sometimes it's a boredom thing with me as well, but that's more of a personal choice and it isn't smiled upon by the others back home.
I'm really glad that you do! I definitely want to be someone you can trust with anything!
...But I really do get why you'd be hesitant about it. We don't have anything like that where I'm from, so I can really only try to imagine what it's like.
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[TOKYO SOUNDS SO COOL, CAN HE DITCH FUYUKI AND GO LIVE THERE]
Well, don't worry! Your secret's safe with me. I won't tell anyone.
[He's trying so goddamn hard, do you see the amount of effort here. THIS IS SERIOUS but you're so coooooool....]
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[...You're trying very hard, Uyruu-san, good for you.]
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[And the rest of it too, tbh...]
Thank you for telling me.
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[And that's...awkward, but there was an attempt.]
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...But I really do get why you'd be hesitant about it. We don't have anything like that where I'm from, so I can really only try to imagine what it's like.
[And he's not doing a very good job.]
Is it weird to say that I think it's pretty cool?
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[...HE TRIED.]
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[ryuunosuke]
And I'm really glad you think that, because I really do think it's cool. You're greatest cool, Tsukiyama!
[THAT IS NOT HOW YOU ENGLISH AT ALL]
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but he'd feel sort of bad disillusioning you]
Well...I'd imagine I must be, given that you want to date and all.
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you have the power to end this abomination]
Of course! There's no one else who could ever be as cool as you are!
[Between the sparkles and the warmth he clearly believes that.]
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[He isn't sure what makes him say it, but there it is before he can really stop it.]
It's not that I'm disinterested, this just...isn't really something I've had much luck with, I suppose?
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[He settles a bit and the sparkles fade, though it's still warm.]
I don't think you have to be worried about it, but I'm not going to push. If you don't want to date, then that's okay.
[...he's not entirely sure why, but he's trying??]
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[And that's almost immediate.]
It's like I said to you back then; I don't...know for sure, but it's possible that I love you. Why wouldn't I want to?
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I'm so, so glad to hear that, Tsukiyama. I don't really know if I can put it into words, but... I don't think I've ever been this happy.
[The over-the-top excitement is gone (for now?) but he really does mean it.]
I've never felt this way about anyone. I think it's possible that I love you too, so... so I'd really, really like to try this!
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...I'd like that, then.
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[There are the sparkles again!]
I'm still going to invite myself over at weird hours but now we can call them dates!
[And apparently this idea is very exciting!!]
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[RYUUNOSUKE, PLEASE...]
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[SPARKLES INTENSIFY oh god it's like a little shower of them]
I won't forget a single minute of this, Tsukiyama!
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[Why are you so cute.]
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Hey, now that we're dating, you can call me Ryuunosuke, right? It'd be weird if you kept calling me "Uryuu-san"!
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[What does he do with this.]
You would really find it that weird?
[TSUKIYAMA, NO.]
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[...]
So does that mean I'm still calling you Tsukiyama...?
[THINGS HE DIDN'T THINK ABOUT]
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[He's...kind of like that...]
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[...]
But I guess if that's going to be too weird for you, it's alright.
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[And from the sound of it, he will.]
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